As of recently, my own daughter has been kicking my ass inside her little embryonic sack of justice. She tends to kick most when I am either sleeping, eating or taking a bath; which sucks because those are the times when I would like for her to go to sleep and let me be.

However, don't let my complaining fool you. My little girl is the best thing that has ever happened to me and she always will be, even if she turns out to be some sort of circus freak that enjoys killing ants with a magnifying glass and the sun. That's OK. She's ridiculously awesome now and she will continue to be.

I also want to point out that I've been running into quite a few people that I knew from years back that are like "OMG, I heard you were pregnant! Are you ok?"

Let me let everyone know that my being pregnant is no secret and it never has been. As soon as I found out, everyone else did as well and I have never tried to keep it from anyone or anything. Why? Because there's a reason why I got pregnant, it's called fate and my little girl was given to me as a gift and I'm so thankful that she's on her way.

So, with that said, you may gossip and call up friends from years past and laugh at my "misfortune" if you want to call it that. But let me make it very clear that I am not laughing, I am not crying, my baby is no misfortune and she came from a very happy relationship that I am still currently enjoying. I am enrolled in UT and I will be taking classes there very soon (which is more than some of you can say.) I take my baby seriously and when you are pregnant and realize that this world does not revolve around you, you will realize that the gossip and words you have to say are for nothing. You will realize that your thoughts on another person's situation are irrelevant and your constant bickering and drama is futile.

When you, yourself, have a child you will know what I mean. Until then, I moved on with my life 2 years ago when I graduated. Please, stop acting like a high-schooler and move on with yours too. I promise you'll be much happier than you are now and you'll have better friends that care about you and better relationships that can lead to nothing but good.

I haven't heard anything, but I remembering knowing some of you well enough, that you might mistake this as something to talk about rather than something to congratulate me on. You might think that I am upset about this, instead of realizing that a child is never a misfortune, nor is it a punishment.

Also, keep in mind that all of you who have been there for me mean the most to me and all of you that I haven't even spoken with since school... please go waste your breath on another topic, because I really don't care what you have to say. It's no secret that I'm pregnant and if you just now found out in the last week or so, you're a fucking idiot. It's been all over all of my pages for a reason, because I'm excited about it. You may call all the people you want to try and gossip about it, but you're wasting your time. Because instead of gasping and asking how you know that I'm pregnant and how the hell it happened, the person receiving your phone call will think you obviously have nothing better to do than look up old news and try to turn it into drama that it is not.

So, with all that said. This situation has brought me so many new friends and old friends that have returned to my side as well as a beautiful, wonderful baby girl on the way and a clearer view on life and the people I used to call my friends and family. If you have nothing good to say, don't say anything at all, because you'll be wasting my time and yours. For all of my friends who have come to me through this event, I care about you so much and I hope that you will support me and stay with me through all of this. And for the friends I have lost, you were no friend in the first place if you can't see how wonderful this is for me. It's been hard and it will be hard in the near future, but I know that my true friends are here now, even if they weren't before.

<3
Hannah